there is always rainbow after the rain!! everything is fine now. YaY!

why must you keep blaming urself? its not entirely your fault for wat happen! you did not want this to happen. I WANT THE CHEERFUL AND CRAZY PERSON YOU ARE IN THE PAST WHEN I FIRST KNOW YOU AND NOT THE WAY YOU ARE NOW!! pls change back T.T you know i will always be there for you :D

say hello and goodbye :D

walking along the road and faced with a two way road. left one or right one? i took the wrong step T.T

wat shd i write for my 周记? haiz...

i am so happy!! went to find QR and the great during their lunch time to have lunch with them. hahas. they are so comical when i see them. wanted to diao someone but didnt see him. so sianz. i am having so many activities from tmr to sunday!! everyday got sth on. i shall faster do my hmk if not cannot finish. jia youx to those chionging hmk :D

i am tired T.T veri veri tired :((((((((((((((((((((

why must we all be split up??? why??? T.T

are DEADlines meant to make me DEAD?? can the clock stop tick-tocking? T.T

woke up at 7 just to go to the stupid polyclinic. reached there at abt 720 already a lot of ppl. took my queue number and waited. then after that i have to go to room 34. the doctor come very late and is very slow. He is an indian. not that i am racist but he is frigging slow. other doctor already attended to 2 or 3 person, he still at first person. finally it was my turn. he ask me wat problem i have. i told him abt my leg. i say very painful all these and i got 1 month MC from my private doctor. i told him i cannot run den he say how can u not run? you need to exercise. den i am ya but my doctor say can exercise in other ways like cycling. He dont even know abt my condition still wan to act pro. after that he told me to have an x ray den come back see him.

so i went downstairs for x ray. my dad was asking the lady there if we need to get a number. the lady, a staff there said no need. so we wait and wait and wait. den there is one auntie scolding the staff. den my dad heard her saying she anyhow say no need get queue number but is need. so my dad oso pissed off den went to get number. den waited and waited. finally my turn den the person doing x ray for me say right leg only? i said BOTH!! den she have to call the doctor. the doctor insist on right leg only. I didnt even tell him i have problems with my right leg only lor. IDIOT!! den waited and waited and finally x ray done.

went up to sit while waiting for the stupid doctor again. very long wait and when its my turn i jus went in for less than 5 min!! i purposely shoot him that my private doctor say x ray normally dont reveal anything. it is recommended that i see a bone specialist. he have nth to say and ask me go make appointment all these at another room.

to conclude i waste 5 hours at the polyclinic jus wanting the doctor to refer me to SGH. oh and the x ray and consultant fee only $17.10. so cheap!! hahas.


yeah i will be going back to xms to write diary for NYAA silver!! den i can get my NYAA silver le. finally!! but i nvr sign up for gold NYAA coz i not sure i got silver le a not. but deadline already over. hope still can sign up.

since i had MC for Pe, i did not have to run today!! but i did retard exercise. which is throwing tennis ball against the wall while sitting down and while standing up. it is damn lame and crap. wan exercise den play captain ball or sth more fun la. sianzz

it is a slack day for me in school. had pe and 2 other lessons only. CSC which we watched a video. GP was slacked. and mr tan ask us to say I LOVE GP and we were like i love geometric progression. hahas. i could have went home at 1230 today. but receive a super late sms ytd that i have to go for cca at 3. waste my time. stupid. home only at 7!!! haiz

lastly congratz to my brother good results!! super pro. i shall get more As than him though i know i cant :P hahas

SICKED!! yeah i am sick. having flu since ytd. went to see doctor at abt noon. and i ask about my leg too. and she said it was the shin. thats wat mr singh told me last year!! mr singh ask me to go for check up last year and i finally went to see doctor today!! de doctor gave me one month mc from pe as she knows of the pain that i am suffering from running all these while. running will worsen my current condition. this seems scary as she say i have to go to a bone specialist. coz a normal x -ray might not reveal anything. she said it is either the nerve or bone problem. she even said there are therapy!! OMG it looks as if it is very scary! so my parents decided to go to polyclinic to get a letter to go for check up. if not the medical fees will cost a bomb if anything were to happen. pray hard that nothing happen although i know there is confirm sth wrong. :(